Sorry guys, but no Scotty in this chapter. I'm kinda mad at him so I need a little break away from him
But I still do hope you'll enjoy it
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Nick came to the observation carrying a stack of files. Put them on the table and turned to see Lilly sitting down on the floor.
“Oh, hey. Didn’t know you’re here. We got interview goin’. Wanna stay and watch?”
She got up wiping the tears away. “No. Got other things to do.”
“Rush?” Vera tried to stop her knowing that something was off but she went out to the hall.
“Miller. Can you go to women bathroom for a sec?” Nick approached Kat in the break room.
“What?” she looked at him puzzled.
“Just go to the bathroom.”
“I don’t have time for your stupid jokes, Vera. Go bother someone else.”
Nick grabbed her by the elbow. “Just go there.”
Kat studied his expression and detected worry in his eyes. Whatever was going on, it was serious.
Kat slowly opened bathroom door and quietly entered but didn’t notice anyone inside. She was ready to exit when she heard soft sobs from one of the stalls.
“Rush?”
It startled the blond detective “Be right out. Something happened?”
“I should be the one askin’ you.” Lilly looked up and saw Kat leaning over the stall’s wall.
“I’m fine, Miller.” Blond exited the stall and in front of the mirror started wiping running mascara of her face.
“How long have we known each other?”
Lil knew where that conversation is heading and wanted to run away from it, wanted to get out…but somehow she stayed and listened. Kat saw nervousness in her fellow detective but if she wanted Lil to open up now was probably the only chance she will ever get.
“I don’t have any friends outside of this place. God knows it’s not possible to talk to those guys we work with. They’re good drinkin’ buddies but that’s it. Seams like you have the same problem and, being the only two females in homicide, what do you say we-“
“I slept with Valens.” Lilly interrupted knowing Kat was right. They needed each other’s support and right now Lil needed to talk to someone, anyone.
Kat raised her eyebrow. “Was he any good?”
“Miller!”
“What? Girl has a right to know.” By the look on Lil’s face Kat knew there is more to the story. “You fell in love with him.” More of a statement than a question.
Lilly slightly nodded. “Don’t tell anyo-“
“It’s between you and me, Lil.”
“Don’t tell anyone what I’m about to say. When our flight got cancelled, we went out and got drunk.” Lil took a deep breath. “Before we ended up in bed we did something even crazier.” She looked down ashamed.
“What could you have done that-Oh.” Kat’s eyes widened. “So is it still Rush or do you prefer being called Valens now?” she tried to keep a straight face but failed miserably.
“I know I did a horrible mistake. You don’t have to mock me. I just don’t know what to do now…” Blonde started sobbing again.
“Lilly, you said you fell in love. It’s a mistake alright, but sometimes it’s a good one. A great one.” Kat moved closer and did something that felt awkward at the beginning but was exactly what Lil needed – she hugged her friend trying to calm her down. “How Valens feels about what you did in Vegas?”
Lil chuckled. “Same as me, but…” She suddenly wasn’t able to say another word.
“That ‘but’ is the reason you’re here crying? Instead of being out there with him?”
Blond nodded. “I came up with the annulment and we got into fight over it. I didn’t know then that he feels the same. And now he won’t talk to me. Won’t let me explain.”
“Give him some time to calm down?”
“He already called a lawyer. Now wants to cancel it and forget about it and…” Lil got silent again.
“And you don’t want that to happen. I get it. Lil, when was the last time you slept?” Kat looked at Lil’s red eyes. When blond looked away Miller knew her fellow detective hasn’t been in bed in a long time. “Go home and rest. I’ll tell boss you caught flu. Scotty won’t do anything in one day and you look very tired.”
Lil shook her head. “I can’t…I don’t want to sit at home. Work always helped me. That’s what I need to do. Work.”
Kat nodded knowing there is no way she’ll convince Lil to take a day off. “There are some files to pick up at court for our case. Why don’t you pick them up? On your way there go home, take shower and change coz you kinda look like crap.”
Lilly chuckled. “Thanks, Miller.”
“I just say it how I see it.”
“I mean…for everything, thanks.” They exchanged smiles and Kat accompanied Lil to the elevators giving an evil eye to anyone who gave Lilly a strange look. The moment door closed Kat turned and swiftly went to the office. She was on the mission and couldn’t waste any time since Lil wasn’t going to be gone for long.