Arms to hold her, to stroke her hair...

[ruda]

She was thinking. Thinking about her past, present and future. She didn't know what she need to do...
After Georges talk she was very scare and upset. She terriefield mans all the time but now...
Now she need somebody. Need strong arms to hold her tight... To stroke her hair gently... To give her chest to cry and neck to tears. She don't want be alone now but she was to scare to call somebody.
Her life was so bad. Childhood... She don't has a childhood. Always she must take care of her mother and her younger sister Christina.
Her love... Her private life was bad too. Her fiance, Patrick, betrayed her with her sister.
She hate her sister.
How she can?
Christina is her blood, her family...
Why she do this to herself? Why she had gave up and didn’t fight with bad thoughts?
"I can't" she always told herself when she think about her past "I can't forgive"

And now is to late. Her sister's gone and nobody know where she is.
Maybe she's dead? Maybe she's somewhere with somebody who love her like Scotty...
Yeah... Of course...
Scotty... This nice man who was in love with her sis, now he's hurt. He's heart is broken.
Anotherone broken heart to Christinas colletion. Anotherone man who's hurt after her.
Scotty Valens...

Maybe she can call him? And tell him about her bad past? About all her pain?
"I can... I can do this" she told herself "I must"
She take her cell...
"Valens" she hear his soft voice.
"Scotty? It's me. I need to talk..." her voice was in pain. She can't stop her tears and she finally gave up.
"I'll be there in five minutes Lil. I'll be there... I'm on my way!" he said quickly.

Now she can breathe. She can start her life up.
She has strong arms to hold her, to stroke her hair... She has chest to cry and neck to tears...

[sonny]

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[ruda]

hey! don't cry!
this fic has a happy end!

[ruda]

PART II
Title: I just hold her with tears in my eyes...


She called on me. Her voice broke out and she started to cry.
"I'll be there in five minutes, Lil. I'll be there... I'm on my way!" I said quickly.
I want to help her. I want to hold her little and delicate body, stroke her hair... I just... I want be there when she's upset. She needs my help...
I drove my car and thought about her angst.
She was crying... She was upset very much....
What that monster did to her?
Why she's so scared?
I don't know and I need to know the answer to my questions.
"Lil... It's me" I said "Open the door."
She did. Her eyes were wet and red. I saw tears on her cheeks. Her body was shaking so much...
I opened my arms and I hold her. I picked her up and carried to the couch. She was crying very hard in my chest.
I was stroking her hair to give her some comfort. I never saw her in pain like right now.
Never.
I never saw her tears...
"It's ok" I said.
"It is not, Scotty" I heard her shaky voice "I'm scared... I must tell you something... About my past... It's hurting pretty bad..." her voice broke up but she was still talking.
Her words made me sick. All her life was so bad.
Hurt, pain... All the time!
Her father left, her mom alkoholic... She had no childhood.
My God... Why was I so stupid?!
And she told me something really bad. Something what made me sick very much. What broke my heart.
"I... Scotty... I was... Raped. When I was 10"
... I can't tell her anything. I... I just hold her with tears in my eyes...

[TVFan]

This is great ruda! Glad to have you back in the Fanfic forum!!